What is your twin flame story?
10.06.2025 01:56
Seeing him walk through the door,my heart jumped n I stood up to greet him ,we hugged n kissed n for as long as I'll live,I'll never be able to explain what happened in that very moment coz it had me asking him “ what is happening to me” and he corrected me by saying…..” to us” n I smiled 😀
But every single night,past 3am,there we were, typing n deleting,unable to sleep thinking about each other,
I have kept the last quote you sent me n here it is;
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Every man would be happy to have me n get married to me, all this, so I could leave him and have a life,
Didn't think we'd be more, not one bit,
Thank you for loving me wholly n selflessly
I felt seen n loved n enough n complete!!
From Waking each other up to checking up on each other during the day, knowing if the other had eaten….I started trusting him,I knew where he would be n at what time of the day doing what n with who. I found no single fault in him,he was pure perfection.
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Still,it didn't work.
He even joked about feeling like a teenager all over again
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He was the lamp through which I was able to see myself.
He even asked for my advise to move on like I had
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Then came Tuesday,Doubled
I couldn't wait to reply to his messages whenever he sent them
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We could call each other n disconnect upon hearing that voice on the other side
Also NOTE:
I was so so connected to the stranger and we both missed each other terribly
How is it not psychopathic to use someone for sex, even if they agree?
That I was a beautiful woman
I wish you nothing but the very best
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A father and a husband n chose to drop everything,
It was mutual,we both knew it,there was no question about it.
Didn't know he'd call/text again n also
When does a man tell a woman he has feelings for her?
( If only he was in this platform,maybe one day he'll follow me here through the guidance of the devine n if it happens,listen to Luke combs (“ love you anyway” )
To tell you the truth,3 days of talking to this man had us fall hopelessly in love n I knew deep in my soul that this was true love,
I too looked for ways to make him jealous
He too became obsessed with me….. I could tell.
I love him ( I love you John) n am so grateful that u agreed to do this for me.
He became all I was living for, just to open my WhatsApp page n see him online my heart would skip a beat ,I felt like he saw me through,there was nowhere to hide .
N I too felt like a girl who had hit adolescent, was undergoing puberty n infatuation all at the same time.
He set me free n he was the catalyst for my rebirth
This was emotional damage n it was draining….
How do I study with focus and concentration and avoid distractions and procrastination?
I remember when I met him, on a Sunday,
To my surprise,
For the Iove i wholeheartedly poured into you. I hope it has fueled you to purpose….something you can be proud of.
I know you've accepted this love .
U understand who we are in your own way
Well,
You will be thankful grateful n changed.
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Apart physically but together spiritually and emotionally
But now,
He thought I was doing okey without him not knowing it was a pretense
N though, you might not know about tfs,
He complained about me messing up his life ,
It was a period of confusion and learning more about this connection n journey that was starting
Knowing we're under the same sun is ENOUGH!!
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He too loved me ,there was no second guessing
It was in my happiest era
It was too much of obsession,like cocaine high,
Ours was a day well spent , n to meet again,that would be in his terms.
May the hands of the devine keep you safe from danger
He had made mistakes in the last 3 months n he felt it was time to right them
NOW,
None of it was working coz I still loved wanted n needed him n wasn't afraid to tell him exactly what he meant to me n this didn't go well with his plans n so he chose a replacement to either make me feel jealous n end our connection or for him to move on n forget me…
I acted like it was nothing but was so broken inside
Love n light.
He actually called to ask if I got home safe n that's when i saved his number,
( Our connection was realized after that first call n texts that would follow)
That meant making difficult decisions even if one of us would be hurt
You have 💯 changed this woman n I truly hope when it's time for you to step in the podium,
I felt beautiful inside n out
I'd rather when we were in the confusion mode coz at least I knew what he was thinking about n his feelings
N when I typed those replies my fingers would tremble,my heart racing
I couldn't reach him,no calls no texts ,no saying anything,no closure no reason ….
It's like I had waited all my life to hear this voice
There'll be turbulence n I was hit by a physical skin disease, lost too much weight and depression strike….I too lost myself along with him
The replacement was my lookalike
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( if he didn't call or text me n if I was never to see him again, I'd have escaped the tf journey bcoz our first meeting didn't leave an impact at all)
Everything had gone.
We stood there,looking at each other for a few minutes before hugging again n saying nothing at all,the kind of nothing that meant everything , n from that moment on,we became inseparable.
He made sure I didn't lack anything ,
When your body want to purge all that enormous negative energy,
I will always love you.
Like a wild fire spreading fast
You will remain lost till you surrender n that was my escape which takes time effort n acceptance
The panic was real,
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He started blaming me for so much ,he began looking for ways to end it,even if it meant making me feel bad provided I'd leave him.
He was coz he called to ask what that meant n I acted like I didn't care coz he too was seeing someone ,
He questioned why I loved him,
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Waiting for him to arrive was like waiting for the biggest miracle of my life ,
When you're loved right, you bloom!
He loved my voice n had said he was drawn to me in ways he couldn't even explain
It was killing me every time I saw him with someone else but I had a lot of pride ,
It was anything goes, just to get rid of each other permanently
When he realized who he was,
Am living for this woman who has endured so much,to me,this woman is a hero n am so proud of her,she has beat all odds to be here today.
Damn it There was something about his voice,so deep n so powerful!
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We spent like a month trying all means to hurt each other.
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Confusion was at its peak n finally he run unable to sum up everything that was happening n this was the last thing my soul wasn't prepared for.
Forever n ever n ever!
SO,
But even on this one, he was unable to get me out of his system.
This was happening fast
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My heart was misbehaving n never in my life had I felt like this before.
He then again texted a good morning on Monday and we started talking from there,
NOTE:
Am so proud of you n the man i know you've become,
What I saw in him ,
It's like this panic takes your grace n beauty reason we call it purging.
It's now 2025,a healed woman ,a blessed woman living her dreams ,not yet there but am progressing for sure.
It was a time of confusion n denial n betrayal,a test of our love which was to usher the greatest pain in human history……(the separation, running n chasing n the DNOTs).
Didn't put any thought into it,
He started to talk more n more about his wife,
We didn't spare each other a bruise or blow,we felt it'd would make us hate each other n leave this bond n move on with our lives just like we had been doing in our previous relationships,
At this moment,
This few days had been feeling great,with high spirits n zest for life
You could literally hear my heart beats from a mile
Becoz he didn't want me to leave home or be stressed with anything
I really longed for this man ,this specific stranger….he was making me feel things I had never felt before n I wanted to explore him,every bit of him…
His breathing over the phone,every sentence he made,the way he spoke….I fell hard for him n fast
From that good morning message,to calls during the day to hundreds of texts,we spent the whole of Monday together,he at the office and me at home but binded as one,connected by a fiery energy n all this seemed like a fairytale,a dream or a scripted movie …..it was a fantasy!
He'd tell me that he felt alone in “ this”
My body temperature unbalanced
It was like a bride waiting for the groom at the altar shaking n shivering unsure if he'd turn up or whether he changed his mind n that'd surely kill me.
I want to recall 3 months later when things became bad n messy for us, 😢
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The foundation of our love was built on Monday unknowingly.
I have no regrets 😊 😊
Keep going ,keep healing n keep the faith.
I don't even know how to explain it,
We both had the answers yet we only met on Sunday n because we couldn't wait any longer,
Blessings
Live the life you can be proud of n if you find that you're not, you can try again.
It has made me wiser,a more rounded human being,I know who I am ,am in love with the lady I see staring back at me in the mirror n I wanna take care of her n protect her at all cost
My heartbeats would increase, beat abnormally just to see a message from him n I'd reply quickly,
Live long !!
When he realized he hadn't been himself for quite sometime n needed to breath n focus.
We became each other's focus project and aim.
Regarding my tf, the love he poured to me, will be enough to see me through a lifetime
Though he wanted me out of his life ,he couldn't bear to see me with someone else
I'd re-read our messages one by one n that became my passion,to look at his pictures,check whether he was online or a text from him,
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It's like my blood pressure was high
I radiated in all angles,I felt like an angel 😇 n I was astonishingly beautiful,I was glowing ,my heart had finally found it's match it was truly amazing
This journey has driven me closer to the devine n if that was its purpose,
I started feeling empty little by little n whatever we were doing to each other was hurting n driving each other to the far edge,
I never lost words to say to him
I need you to live even if that life won't be spent with me
We planned for a date on Thursday early morning.